Last week of battle

Yes! 1 more week. To be specific, 4 more days! Though I'm going back to sch, I felt more relieved than having to continue with IPP, waking up at 6:10am everyday is a torture. Next Sem timetable is so sucky that I get 3 hrs of break in between 8am - 6pm. And, I'm getting the oh-my-god lecturers and tutors again for this sem. Damn. I bet I can never score for this sem, at least for that 3 modules. Sigh..

Last weekend have been accompanying dearest. He was sick right after the first book out till today, he is still down with bad coughs. Well, at least he is not on high fever. His temperature rose to 38.0 degrees cels. last Friday night, made me so worried.

I sang KTV with colleagues at PartyWorld, Clementi last Thursday. It's been long since I went to sing K and I just dislike PartyWorld's mic, neither do I like KBox's. In terms of quality, it just lose out to Marsiling KTV. Hah, not trying to promote for them. It's the truth, you see. Wait till you go there 1 day to try, you'll agree with me.

Supervisor went with us as well, Sarah (my new crappy friend! xD) from Finance Dept came too.

To get away with the mundane Sunday, I brought mum to old Marsiling Pat Sar to have breakfast and learn to recognise some vegetables and fishes. Still, I had no idea how to buy them, I still prefer going to the Supermarket. Oh well.

Dinner with mummy and Dear at Crystal Jade was yummilicious. A treat to my NS boy after a week of hard work in Tekong. (:

Yeah! Long weekends for me due to 1day credit leave for Deepavali. Great! Shopping time! It's been long you know! Hur.

I better go check out why my sick Dearie is coughing so persistently during his sleep. Not a good sign. Hmm.

Quick post.

This weekend was fulfilling. I finally satisfied my retail therapy urge and had a good facial with free shoulder massage. Ever since I started working, my shoulder has been so stiff that I feel like an old lady right now. Facial was so good ytd because my facial package was finishing soon. Of course, after much complaints, they decided to find some ways to win back our trust, or at least not wanting us to spread bad word-of-mouth to others. -.- Isn't it useless when we have already had umpteen times of disappointment? Really, after many times of encounters, I still can't convince myself that Cheenas are good and cheap labour when they are frustrating customers like us. If one day I could open a shop myself (if ONLY I am rich enough.. still dreaming on), I won't exactly eliminate the chance for Cheenas to work in my shop, but I will definitely screen through every little details and have a 3 months or more probation period. Say I'm a racist, I don't bother. It's the fact they are that WORST, you can't blame me for the criticism. One thing I must say is, not every Cheenas are like this, but that's only the rare percentage, you see.

On a lighter note, shopping with mum at AMK Hub was great. I bought 3 tops and 1 shorts. Though they were out of my budget, but mum was there to be my personal ATM. HAHA. :D I'll repay her in the future, for sure!

Went for a run in the evening and it's great. I dunno how long have I been a potato couch at home. Such a disgrace. ): My planned task was successfully completed today. Great~!

Oh ya, did I mention that I bought a Zen Stone 1 GB and Zen V Plus 1 GB for only $29? That's the benefits for being Creative staff. Hah! Even though, I'm just an intern. But, I queued for an hour plus! It's still worth it anyway. (:

Dear called just now. His bunk mates seems pretty fun with him. Glad to know they do have fun at night. I'm missing my boy again. Hope better days for him ahead for these 5 days.

加油，亲爱的。

I miss you.

Did you heard my heart called out for you?

Army.

6th Oct;

Dear has officially been enlisted to army. I wonder what is he doing right now. I guess he has to prepare to sleep soon since it's reaching 10pm. I'm sure he won't sleep tonight. He always take a longer time to adapt than other people. What will he be doing the whole day tomorrow? Hmm.. I have no idea when he'll sms/call because he din say so. So, I shall wait till he's free tonight, tomorrow, perhaps the day after next or next week.. Good news is that he'll be booking out next Friday due to Deepavali holiday! :D

The whole day feels sucky especially in the morning after kissing him goodbye at the Mrt Station and leaving for work. I struggled the whole morning to go to work and was nearly late. Yet, I still went to work. Phone has been with me the whole day at work while waiting for him to call anytime before he go in. I felt slightly better in the afternoon. But at night, sth just doesn't feel right. When I was walking home, I felt as though my soul wasn't there with me. I felt empty. Playlist started playing 如果没有你 by 莫文蔚, it din fail to remind me of the girl whose boyfriend passed away during army. I just got so depressed whenever I think of that. So, Dear pls take good care.

Yes! He called. Luckily, I saw my phone ringing. Forgot to off the silent mode. Sigh, he sounded bored and tired. I just hope he sleep well tonight before waking up at 5:30am tomorrow morning.

Dear, I'm missing you again.

Like finally.

Like finally, I have additional time at home to blog. Not that I'm busy with sth else other than my IPP. -.- Weekends is always that short to do what I want and have a good rest, don't forget my weekly report. I'm so glad, I'm only left with another month's time to get out of this 'hell' life. Nothing's really wrong or bad with my IPP company, I just get REALLY sick and tired of dragging myself outta bed and take the Creative bus to work, only to wait for time to pass and the clock on my desktop to tick at 6:00pm sharp on the dot, so I can finally take MRT, praying there isn't so many people that I can at least squeeze into the cabin and still have some space for me to plug my headset into my phone to listen to some music while dozing off. Any food on my table at 7pm is the same, since I'm already so tired and hungry at that time. Friday has always been the best, meeting my dearest after work and knowing I can sleep till 9am the next morning. How could I possibly work for another 10, 20 or even 30 years after I graduate, when I can't even last through this less-than-3-months attachment?

I stood by the very end of train track at Jurong East Station (the end where you can see where the train is coming from), I never thought that sight could be quite a scenery. I was looking at all the working adults going to work everyday (on the train, waiting for company bus, on the car stuck at the traffic jam), I wonder why do we have to work for 30-40 yrs, spending all your time in the office, working more than doing any other things more meaningful. Time just passes like this, work in your 20s, find your partner, married & have a kid, continue to work for another 30 years earning the money you need for your family, retiring at 50s/60s, carrying grandchildren and then wait for somebody to bring you to another world. Can life be more exciting than this? I foresee my future fate to be an OL which I hate it so much. I'm currently searching for my future, a future I desire, yet still stuck in a dilemma.

Some flash backs;
- Out with Mum at Orchard Ion/Central & Suntec City Travel Fiesta; Mum booked the Taiwan tour which will depart on 24 Dec, Florence (Dear's sis) will be coming along too. :D Can't wait for the dec holidays!

- Had a great morning stroll and breakfast with mum at Vista Point
- Caught 2 films with Dear at AMK Hub (He just loves the theatre there.); The Proposal & The Ugly Truth.

- Had awesome dinner at Ichiban Sushi twice with Dear ard
- Met Zoe, JJ and Jovena some time ago at Jurong Point for NYNY dinner and window shopping.
- Catchup with Anna at Westmall for dinner. MEET UP SOON AGAIN OKAY!

- Went to Woodlands Centre to buy Dear's watch for army and had Stingray for dinner. AWESOME!
- Dinner with Dear's family at 日本村

Speaking of which, another 3 days, Dear will be at Tekong. Everyone must be wondering why I haven't been saying. For the past few weeks, in fact, I have yet to feel he will be going in soon. Until last week, we went to buy his watch and I realised the day is coming. Worries have long been in my heart lingering. It may never be the same like now. I foresee a lot of changes happening in our life, no matter good, bad or worse, I pray we would be able to pull through and move on to the next stage together. I'm even more looking forward to Dear being stronger mentally and physically, more of mentally I hope. Words like "Take care of yourself", "Drink more water to hydrate yourself", I'm sure I don't have to say it out. He knows them better than I do. Just, don't worry abt me, alright. I'll make sure I'll be alright every single sec.

It affects me so much that I'm unable to send Dear off to army on 6 Oct due to IPP. I just hate it so much. Why must my LO come on that very day! Tsk. Damn it. If IPP results come out like shit, I'll really curse and swear. DAMN.

Oh ya, have I mention how sucky my results can be? Not as sucky as it seems, but it just pulled my GPA down! It's always when I put in more effort and it came out like this. Should I just seriously not bother anymore?


It's so windy right now. Just don't rain okay.

I'm so hungry`

I have been missing you dearly these few days.